You..of all the people I know, why do you have to make my life so difficult? By any chance, do I owe you something from my past life? Maybe that's why your curse keeps crawling back to me. Was eleven years still not enough to vindicate me that now you're back and not only that, you brought an irksome woman with you this time.
Does it make you happy to see me fall to pieces? Is it fun to watch while your woman throw stones against me? All along I thought you knew me, maybe I was wrong. Maybe I was too kind to even offer friendship after the storm between us.
You always treat me as if I owe you your happiness. Now I know I was stupid to even let my guilt took over me. Making up for what I thought was my faults is my biggest mistake. You're still the same, you always manage to make me feel that everything I did was wrong and that the rightful one is you. You always depend on me to fix things that you broke.
Honestly, between the two of us, wasn't it I who has the right to cut off every communication line with you? You'll come to me in times of your need at the most unholy hour of the night just to pour out your heart because you can't find comfort in her. You ask for the impossible things. You were always the sly one. Now that she is furious with me, what did you do? Not only did you let me down... You never stood up for me when it was you who kept on bugging my perfectly happy life. But you did not stop there. You even stripped me of my right to express myself and ask support from my peers. Too much for freedom of expression eh? You even begged me to go out of her sight, to forgive her, to understand and to let go when I never did anything wrong in the first place. You asked me to shut up while she goes around blabbing things against me. Seriously, this is too much.
You want me to do these things just because I knew better? Some friend you are! Am I not entitled to feel the emotion so-called pain? Why don't you take responsibility for your actions? Here you go again..Do you want me to take all the blame for you? You just know my name when your world is nearing its extinction. But after the hurricane, how do you repay me? You mock me and the things that I love because they don't fit into your standards. Have you ever did the same thing I have done for you? All you know is how to take, you never give. I hate her but right now my everything loathes you. I have forgotten you a long time ago. I have no recollection of our past and to me it's just a mere stain on my dysfunctional memory. Stop bragging my name in your fights, it's degrading. And I don't care about you two for heaven's sake! This time you've disappointed me too much.
Does it make you happy to see me fall to pieces? Is it fun to watch while your woman throw stones against me? All along I thought you knew me, maybe I was wrong. Maybe I was too kind to even offer friendship after the storm between us.
You always treat me as if I owe you your happiness. Now I know I was stupid to even let my guilt took over me. Making up for what I thought was my faults is my biggest mistake. You're still the same, you always manage to make me feel that everything I did was wrong and that the rightful one is you. You always depend on me to fix things that you broke.
Honestly, between the two of us, wasn't it I who has the right to cut off every communication line with you? You'll come to me in times of your need at the most unholy hour of the night just to pour out your heart because you can't find comfort in her. You ask for the impossible things. You were always the sly one. Now that she is furious with me, what did you do? Not only did you let me down... You never stood up for me when it was you who kept on bugging my perfectly happy life. But you did not stop there. You even stripped me of my right to express myself and ask support from my peers. Too much for freedom of expression eh? You even begged me to go out of her sight, to forgive her, to understand and to let go when I never did anything wrong in the first place. You asked me to shut up while she goes around blabbing things against me. Seriously, this is too much.
You want me to do these things just because I knew better? Some friend you are! Am I not entitled to feel the emotion so-called pain? Why don't you take responsibility for your actions? Here you go again..Do you want me to take all the blame for you? You just know my name when your world is nearing its extinction. But after the hurricane, how do you repay me? You mock me and the things that I love because they don't fit into your standards. Have you ever did the same thing I have done for you? All you know is how to take, you never give. I hate her but right now my everything loathes you. I have forgotten you a long time ago. I have no recollection of our past and to me it's just a mere stain on my dysfunctional memory. Stop bragging my name in your fights, it's degrading. And I don't care about you two for heaven's sake! This time you've disappointed me too much.
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